a little more blogging

Monday, February 05, 2007

a little more blogging

A little less babysteps and a little more blogging is my new motto. I feel like each blog should be paragraphs and paragraphs but it's my blog and I can blog as much or as little as I want; hopefully it will just be more often.

Paul has a new job. He travels all the time...literally. He is typically gone three weeks out of the month. I am so lucky because I am able to travel with him. He travels to the East Coast a lot which is a ton of fun for me because there is lots of great shopping and historical stuff to do. The downside is that he also has to travel to Hobbs, NM which is the armpit of the state. It is not a fun place. I have implemented a new policy that I have a one week per month limit to spending time in Hobbs. The truth is I just don't like small towns.

I saw my RE last before the holidays and because my FSH is high and my ovaries are being eaten alive by the endo he had recommended DE which if I don't try and think too hard about doesn't bother me. I just can't dedicate too much thought to the fact that I won't be biologically related to my child even though I would carry my child. Does that even make sense?

We are going to attempt this sometime over the summer. We will need to refinance the house in order to pay for the fresh cycle but it won't affect our payment too much. Before we attempt to cycle I will need to have yet another lap. (sigh) It will probably either in April or June. I am supposed to call the RE with my March period. Come on March!