I can't believe it

Miles is going to be two months old on Tuesday. I'm not sure if I'm excited or if I just want to sob. He's very interactive now. Lots of staring. Lots of head control. He's such a beautiful baby and I love him more and more each day but I'm starting to miss my newborn. He's been to four states not including our own and he's quite the little traveler. He prefers plane trips over car trips because he gets to be held all day. He brings more joy to our lives than we have ever known. Except when he won't nap. Then he brings frustration to our lives. I shouldn't complain. He actually sleeps fairly well. He sleeps 6-8 hours at night and can put himself to sleep during the day. He doesn't really stay asleep for very long but if that's all we have to complain about we've really got it very good.