I need an outlet

Friday, February 17, 2006

I need an outlet. I wish I could say that I am new to this IF game but I am not.

We are attempting an IUI cycle this month. I took clomid cycle days 5-9. Now I am waiting for my LH surge. I am expecting to surge maybe Saturday or Sunday. Saturday I am hosting a baby shower for my friend. It is going to be a very busy weekend. I think I have a masochistic streak. Really I am happy for her and am happy to be hosting the shower but jealousy keeps trying to rear her ugly head and I am doing everything in my power to keep shoving her away. Truly, it is a silent but strong power struggle.