So, I haven't updated in a little while. Information is coming in very small insignificant bits at a time. It seems silly to write two sentences of an update. So I have collected all relevant information and this is my attempt to keep the internets up to date.
My donor is having her ER right now. As I type this. I am hoping for her. I am praying for her. I am praying for my doctor that the procedure can go smoothly and his hands be guided to the perfect eggs that will make a baby for us. Paul and I made our appearance at the office so he could make his contribution. As of yesterday, she had around ten follies on each side. They are going to use ICSI to fertilize so hopefully we'll have lots of quality embies to choose from. My lining is thick and fluffy around 13mm. My E2 was 381 as of Friday. Not sure what it was yesterday but they said they would call if there was an issue. Lots of deep breaths for me. One minute I am full of hope and optimism and the next my heart is in my throat and I am on the verge of tears. Everything is so beyond my control. I hate that. I just want to sit at the clinic and be with my embryos. I can call the clinic tomorrow after 2pm (MST) to get details on how many eggs were retrieved, how many fertilized, and whether we will be doing a 3dt or a 5dt. Lots of pacing and deep breaths until then. Tonight we are doing a temple session. I spoke to my friend Miriam yesterday and she dropped the bombshell on me that she is moving. On Friday. Wah! I invited her to do the session with us tonight and she is going to be there. Her brother is going to the temple for the first time tonight because he is going on his mission in a month or two. I can't wait to see her and hoping that this evening will help me to feel peace and calm as we wait out these next few day. Have I mentioned how stressful cycling is?
Deep breaths. Deep breaths. Deep breaths.
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Oh Emily, I am praying and hoping for you and Paul.
Good luck and keep me posted on how things are going!!!
Kat
I've been out of town for the past week, so I'm just now reading this. Oh, what's been happening? I'll hope and pray that all is well and that you're resting comfortably. I've never been in your shoes, but I can easily imagine the stress and feeling like you can do nothing but pace... and worry. Have faith and hope, my friend.
Michelle
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